September 6 - As practicing compulsive gamblers, we were all to familiar
 with depression, that pile-up of dark feelings that seemed to close 
over our heads at regular intervals.  Even now, when I am not making 
progress at the rate I expect I should be, when I expect a total 
turnaround in my spiritual self overnight, those familiar feelings of 
gloom can come calling on me again, if I hold the door open for them.Do I recognize that my goals of perfection are directly related to my feeling of depression? Do I admit that depression today, in my recover, is less debilitating and more within my power to change?
Today I Pray - When I am immobilized by depression, may I set small, reasonable goals - as miniature perhaps as saying hello to a child, washing my own coffee cup, neatening my desk, offering a short prayer. May I scrap my own script for failure, which sets me up for deeper depression.
Today I Will Remember - Goals set too high set me back.
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