September 6 - As practicing compulsive gamblers, we were all to familiar
with depression, that pile-up of dark feelings that seemed to close
over our heads at regular intervals. Even now, when I am not making
progress at the rate I expect I should be, when I expect a total
turnaround in my spiritual self overnight, those familiar feelings of
gloom can come calling on me again, if I hold the door open for them.
Do I recognize that my goals of perfection are directly related to my
feeling of depression? Do I admit that depression today, in my recover,
is less debilitating and more within my power to change?
Today I Pray - When I am immobilized by depression, may I set small,
reasonable goals - as miniature perhaps as saying hello to a child,
washing my own coffee cup, neatening my desk, offering a short prayer.
May I scrap my own script for failure, which sets me up for deeper
depression.
Today I Will Remember - Goals set too high set me back.
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