January 29 - I used to imagine my life as a grotesque abstract painting: a montage of crises framed by end upon end catastrophes. My days all were grey and my thoughts greyer still. I was haunted by dread and nameless fears. I was filed with self-loathing. I had no idea who I was, what I was, or why I was. I miss none of those feelings. Today, step by step, I am discovering myself and learning that I can be free to be me.
Am I grateful for my new life? Have I taken the time to thank God today for the fact that I am clean and alive?
Today I Pray - May calm come to me after the turmoil and nightmares of the past. As my fears and self-hatred dissipate, may the things of the spirit replace them. For in the spiritual world, as in the material world, there is no empty space. May I be filled with the spirit of my Higher Power.
Today I Will Remember - A clear morning scatters nightmares.
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