Wednesday, June 27, 2012

You May Need Order Now

June 27 - Little by little, I'm getting over my tendency to procrastinate.  I always used to put things off til tomorrow, and, of course, they never got done.  Instead of "Do it now," my motto was "Tomorrow's another day."  When I was in action, I had grandiose plans; when I came down from my high, I was too busy getting over my depression to start anything.  I've learned in the Gamblers Anonymous Program that it's far better to make a mistake once in a while than to never do anything at all.

Am I learning to "do it now"?

Today I Pray - May God help me cure my habitual tardiness and "get me to the church on time."  May I free myself of the self-imposed chaos of lifelong procrastination: library books overdue, appointments half-missed, assignments turned in late, schedules unmet, meals half-cooked..  May I be sure if I, as a compulsive gambler, led a disordered life, I , as a recovering compulsive gambler, need order.  May God give me the serenity I need to restore order and organization to my daily living.

Today I Will Remember - I will not be put off by my dependency to put off.

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