May 23 - When newcomers to Gamblers Anonymous experience the first startling feeling that they're truly among friends, they also wonder - with almost a sense of terror - if the feeling is real. Will it last? Those of us who've been in the Program a few years can assure any newcomer at a meeting that it is very real indeed, and that is does last. It's not just another false start, nor just a temporary burst of gladness to be followed, inevitably, by shattering disappointment.
Am I convinced that I can have a genuine enduring recovery from loneliness of my compulsive gambling?
Today I Pray - Please, God, let me not be held back by my fear of recurring loneliness. May I know that the openness that warms me in this group will not suddenly close up and leave me out. May I be patient with my fear, which is swollen with past disappointments and losses. May I know that the fellowship of the group will, in time, convince me that loneliness is never incurable.
Today I Will Remember - Loneliness is curable.
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